Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes...your destiny.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
24 05 2008, Saturday, Misty
wat a hectic week!!! has been rushing the preparation of new funds which is expected to be submitted by june!! this time i have broke my own record.... to be in charge of 6 new funds to bring the total of 11 funds between me and YF!! hahahh... really go for toilet also no time! :p hopefully the vitamin B+ next year will be fruitful la!!!
just came back from the bbq organized by my colleague at her house at subang bestari. really tired and sleepy.... tmr still need to wake up early for yoga. so just want to jot down something cz i really got a lot of things to write down!! how i wish lucy is still here, at least she can listen and share. really miss her very very much!!!
to be cont'.....soon.
ZZzzzZzzz.........
just came back from the bbq organized by my colleague at her house at subang bestari. really tired and sleepy.... tmr still need to wake up early for yoga. so just want to jot down something cz i really got a lot of things to write down!! how i wish lucy is still here, at least she can listen and share. really miss her very very much!!!
to be cont'.....soon.
ZZzzzZzzz.........
Thursday, May 22, 2008
The Turtles
A turtle family decided to go on a picnic. The turtles, being naturally slow about things, took seven years to prepare for their outing. Finally the turtle family left home looking for a suitable place. During the second year of their journey they found a place ideal for them at last!
For about six months they cleaned the area, unpacked the picnic basket, and completed the arrangements. Then they discovered they had forgotten the salt. A picnic without salt would be a disaster, they all agreed.
After a lengthy discussion, the youngest turtle was chosen to retrieve the salt from home. Although he was the fastest of the slow moving turtles, the little turtle whined, cried, and wobbled in his shell. He agreed to go on one condition: that no one would eat until he returned. The family consented and the little turtle left.
Three years passed and the little turtle had not returned. Five years...six years... then on the seventh year of his absence, the oldest turtle could no longer contain his hunger. He announced that he was going to eat and begun to unwrap a sandwich.
At that point the little turtle suddenly popped out from behind a tree shouting, 'See! I knew you wouldn't wait. Now I am not going to go get the salt.'
[Some of us waste our time waiting for people to live up to our expectations. We are so concerned about what others are doing that we don't do anything ourselves.]
For about six months they cleaned the area, unpacked the picnic basket, and completed the arrangements. Then they discovered they had forgotten the salt. A picnic without salt would be a disaster, they all agreed.
After a lengthy discussion, the youngest turtle was chosen to retrieve the salt from home. Although he was the fastest of the slow moving turtles, the little turtle whined, cried, and wobbled in his shell. He agreed to go on one condition: that no one would eat until he returned. The family consented and the little turtle left.
Three years passed and the little turtle had not returned. Five years...six years... then on the seventh year of his absence, the oldest turtle could no longer contain his hunger. He announced that he was going to eat and begun to unwrap a sandwich.
At that point the little turtle suddenly popped out from behind a tree shouting, 'See! I knew you wouldn't wait. Now I am not going to go get the salt.'
[Some of us waste our time waiting for people to live up to our expectations. We are so concerned about what others are doing that we don't do anything ourselves.]
Thursday, May 8, 2008
PBB Performance
Finally can update about our preview to PBB on Monday. It was great!!!! I have to admit tat I really nervous and scared and I can feel my smile was soooooo "fake". Hahahh.... Eventually I nearly miss out the steps. =D
Anyway, it is a very good experience and I think he is quite satisfy with our performance and I can feel he has a bit of impressed of what we are showing him. Well, at least he didn't ask us to repeat the dance again. He just said, "Okay, I heard that you all have just started to train about 1 and a half month, so I think it's not too bad. You all just have to brush up some movements, be confident on your step and your facial expression."
You don't know how relieve I am after hearing wat he said!!! That was like, thank god for everything!! However I'm getting nervous n nervous now as the AAN is on next Thursday!!!! That means we only have 6 more days to go!!!
As usual, not much to talk about in regards of work... Just a boring job. Going to prepare for more new funds soon so it's kinda peak after the AAN (I think). Email has been shoot out, I'm going to be in charge of 6 new funds this time, which is expected to be submitted by June. YES!!!! By June!!! What a life!!!
Ehm... I'm still thinking to take or not to take CFA. Not sure whether it will help me in Corporate Finance in the future. I really wanted to achieve something in my career. I have been wasting so much time waiting for something that I personally also don't know will succeed or not. I am afraid the more I move forward, the distance between me n SY will be more!!! How I wish I will be able let everything down, put my dreams behind and become his lovely wife for the rest of my life... But I cant.... I am not willing to forgo my dreams yet!!! I think not until I achieve something in my career, I wont get married. This is my principle and I have to be firm on it. How am I going to explain with SY? I dont believe in marriage coz I came from a broken family!!! My mum brought me up, gave me education, earn money for my college and university. My dad... is a lazy, smoker, gambler, never take care of us. My memory with my dad only until my primary school where he rewarded me for my excellent results. But he never educate me. he never taught me how to be independent, how to think, never explain why i need to be educated...etc...
My mum, on the other hand, worked from morning till evening just to earn the RM80 p.day, 6 days a week, no public holiday, no OT claim in order to support my living expenses in KL. I knew how hard my mum earn her living. She travel 30-40km a day thru and fall on her bike to Ipoh because the paid is higher and more projects to do. I can still remember there was one nice evening I saw my mum coming home with wounds on her hands and legs, bloods on her shirt and pants. A lorry overtaked her and made her fall on the ground. She slide few metres away. I cannot imagine if any other worse scenario happened!!! I really cant imagine.... Luckily she is still conscious and just suffered minor injuries. And there is this kind man brought her and her bike back. You think painting is easy? Try to paint your ceiling for a day!! I guarantee you for the next one week you cant move your head!!! And that is what my mum do everyday. Have you ever saw your mum climbing on those high steel ladder next to those construction buildings?? I did... since I was in Primary 4!!!
Relatives looks down on you because you only live in a small papan house, you dont drive a car, you dont have smart children scoring all As in their exams and etc... Never thought of this thing will happen??? You're wrong!!! It happened on ME!!! I saw it, I experienced it, I taste it!!! Never too good to accept!!
I learnt to be independent, I learnt to believe in myself, to protect myself and to take care of myself!!! All this by my own and I am happy with what I have achieved now!! I want more achievement!! I want money, power and pride!!!
I am not going to give up by all means!!!
Anyway, it is a very good experience and I think he is quite satisfy with our performance and I can feel he has a bit of impressed of what we are showing him. Well, at least he didn't ask us to repeat the dance again. He just said, "Okay, I heard that you all have just started to train about 1 and a half month, so I think it's not too bad. You all just have to brush up some movements, be confident on your step and your facial expression."
You don't know how relieve I am after hearing wat he said!!! That was like, thank god for everything!! However I'm getting nervous n nervous now as the AAN is on next Thursday!!!! That means we only have 6 more days to go!!!
As usual, not much to talk about in regards of work... Just a boring job. Going to prepare for more new funds soon so it's kinda peak after the AAN (I think). Email has been shoot out, I'm going to be in charge of 6 new funds this time, which is expected to be submitted by June. YES!!!! By June!!! What a life!!!
Ehm... I'm still thinking to take or not to take CFA. Not sure whether it will help me in Corporate Finance in the future. I really wanted to achieve something in my career. I have been wasting so much time waiting for something that I personally also don't know will succeed or not. I am afraid the more I move forward, the distance between me n SY will be more!!! How I wish I will be able let everything down, put my dreams behind and become his lovely wife for the rest of my life... But I cant.... I am not willing to forgo my dreams yet!!! I think not until I achieve something in my career, I wont get married. This is my principle and I have to be firm on it. How am I going to explain with SY? I dont believe in marriage coz I came from a broken family!!! My mum brought me up, gave me education, earn money for my college and university. My dad... is a lazy, smoker, gambler, never take care of us. My memory with my dad only until my primary school where he rewarded me for my excellent results. But he never educate me. he never taught me how to be independent, how to think, never explain why i need to be educated...etc...
My mum, on the other hand, worked from morning till evening just to earn the RM80 p.day, 6 days a week, no public holiday, no OT claim in order to support my living expenses in KL. I knew how hard my mum earn her living. She travel 30-40km a day thru and fall on her bike to Ipoh because the paid is higher and more projects to do. I can still remember there was one nice evening I saw my mum coming home with wounds on her hands and legs, bloods on her shirt and pants. A lorry overtaked her and made her fall on the ground. She slide few metres away. I cannot imagine if any other worse scenario happened!!! I really cant imagine.... Luckily she is still conscious and just suffered minor injuries. And there is this kind man brought her and her bike back. You think painting is easy? Try to paint your ceiling for a day!! I guarantee you for the next one week you cant move your head!!! And that is what my mum do everyday. Have you ever saw your mum climbing on those high steel ladder next to those construction buildings?? I did... since I was in Primary 4!!!
Relatives looks down on you because you only live in a small papan house, you dont drive a car, you dont have smart children scoring all As in their exams and etc... Never thought of this thing will happen??? You're wrong!!! It happened on ME!!! I saw it, I experienced it, I taste it!!! Never too good to accept!!
I learnt to be independent, I learnt to believe in myself, to protect myself and to take care of myself!!! All this by my own and I am happy with what I have achieved now!! I want more achievement!! I want money, power and pride!!!
I am not going to give up by all means!!!
萬人浴佛聚福緣~系列慶典活動
慈濟四十二週年慶，分佈全球慈濟分支聯絡點將就地舉辦浴佛活動，同步慶祝母親節、佛誕節及全球慈濟日。暨此殊勝因緣，吉隆坡分會將於武吉加裏爾舉辦萬人浴佛聚福緣~系列慶典活動。
The 42nd Anniversary of Tzu Chi Foundation will be globally celebrated in a grand ceremony of “Bathing The Buddha” to mark the three said occasions. Tzu Chi KL will celebrate the occasion with a “Mass Vesak for Collective Blessings” ceremony, to be held at the Bukit Jalil Stadium.
日期Date：11-5-2008
時間Time：9.00am---3.00pm
地點Venue：Bukit Jalil Car Park A
當日現場備有免費健康素食招待、慈濟志業展、親子區、健檢區等活動合適民衆扶老攜幼前來參與，歡度家庭日之外亦能傳達孝親之意。慈濟誠邀社會大眾前來共襄盛舉。
Healthy vegetarian foods will be served free; various organized activities as exhibitions, parent-child interactivities and health screen are in store for all.
Tzu Chi Foundation KL cordially invites the public to celebrate with us on this auspicious occasion. We would be deeply grateful for your kind presence.
台灣佛教慈濟基金會吉隆坡分會 敬邀
Taiwan Buddhist Tzu Chi Foundation(Kuala Lumpur Branch)
The 42nd Anniversary of Tzu Chi Foundation will be globally celebrated in a grand ceremony of “Bathing The Buddha” to mark the three said occasions. Tzu Chi KL will celebrate the occasion with a “Mass Vesak for Collective Blessings” ceremony, to be held at the Bukit Jalil Stadium.
日期Date：11-5-2008
時間Time：9.00am---3.00pm
地點Venue：Bukit Jalil Car Park A
當日現場備有免費健康素食招待、慈濟志業展、親子區、健檢區等活動合適民衆扶老攜幼前來參與，歡度家庭日之外亦能傳達孝親之意。慈濟誠邀社會大眾前來共襄盛舉。
Healthy vegetarian foods will be served free; various organized activities as exhibitions, parent-child interactivities and health screen are in store for all.
Tzu Chi Foundation KL cordially invites the public to celebrate with us on this auspicious occasion. We would be deeply grateful for your kind presence.
台灣佛教慈濟基金會吉隆坡分會 敬邀
Taiwan Buddhist Tzu Chi Foundation(Kuala Lumpur Branch)
Monday, May 5, 2008
~~dream dream dream~~
Yah, been dreaming a lot these two days!! A lot of unexpected dreams and some even couldnt sure whether it's true or not. Guess i must have thinking too much recently.
Hahah... I dreamt of my myself undergoing a very though and intensive physical training program. Very tired n exhausted... It was like trapped in a cell, no delicious foods, no juices, no entertainment, no life...
I also dreamt of myself married to someone i knew and guess wat he is just a new fren to me. What a weird dream!! Hahah... Never think of going out wif this guy but i alrdy dreamt of calling him hubby!! =D So unexpected n imaginative!!
Anyway, going out soon, need to reach PBB at 1pm to start rehearsing for the management to see at 4pm. Sigh... really scared n nervous!! Wish me luck!!
p(^o^)q
Hahah... I dreamt of my myself undergoing a very though and intensive physical training program. Very tired n exhausted... It was like trapped in a cell, no delicious foods, no juices, no entertainment, no life...
I also dreamt of myself married to someone i knew and guess wat he is just a new fren to me. What a weird dream!! Hahah... Never think of going out wif this guy but i alrdy dreamt of calling him hubby!! =D So unexpected n imaginative!!
Anyway, going out soon, need to reach PBB at 1pm to start rehearsing for the management to see at 4pm. Sigh... really scared n nervous!! Wish me luck!!
p(^o^)q
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