I think I really tried very hard for this job but why haven’t see any improvement? Is it because I’m not hardworking enough? I have been trying to get used with bulks of papers, loads of filing and meeting deadline!! Why meeting deadline here seems harder than meeting sales target? Haha... sounds funny but I'm not joking!! I only have one brain and two hands, can’t handle jobs for 2 brains and 4 hands. Sometimes just wish I would be able to utilize my foot as well.
This is not what I want! Not the job I wanted and definitely not the job satisfaction that I dream of! People here are just thinking of stable life and consistent increment and bonuses. I don’t want to be a despatch “gal”, I don’t want to be the secretary of the secretary!! Why must me be the one to help you all deliver letters, memos, documents etc…?? Do I look nice and helpful? I’m not!! I’m not working for Admin!! I’m here to do SUBMISSION!!! Crossover of job functions also has a limitation on it. Still can’t see my potential future and career path. Sigh....
No matter how hard is the job is and how much effort I need to put in, so long it’s my desired job and what I am enjoying is enough. Money will surely come one day. I think I want to go through how it’s like to spend all your life to strive for what you want!! You might not always get what you wanted but at least you’ll remember all the moments you’ve spent in order to achieve your dream. In such a reality world, I just need a space to stand at and be proud of what I’m doing, what I’ve done and what I’m going to achieve.
written on 8-August 2007_BSD; moody
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