Went for an interview at AmCorp two days ago; position Executive at Debt Capital Market. Everything went good but a bit of nervous and unprepared with capital market knowledge and AmCorp’s history!!! Just able to recall back a bit of information I’ve memorized last time I came for interview. Hahah... Hope I’m lucky enough to be selected. Ehm...wish to... They said will get back to me next week for result... Very excited and anxious!! If I were being selected, that means I need to resign again lo!!! Imagine I'm just 2-months old in PBM. Even before telling mum, I can imagine how she will react, “Change job again?? How many jobs you want to change this year only? The THIRD one!! Ask you not to think too much la... Dont be so selective and etc..." Jesus...
Whatever it is, life in PBM still goes on….
Yah, I’m going to move to Kelana Puteri this Sat, staying alone finally!! Busy packing and tidying... It's a middle room, facing entrance of the condo and with 2 guy housemates – one in IT while the other in event company. Looking forward how we can mix up there!!! Haha... Hope they’re friendly, easy-going, helpful, honest and of course need to be as “crazy” and “wu liao” as me also. Then only we can live happily under one roof ma... =P
Bless me...
16 August 2007_BSD; sleepy
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Take it or leave it!!
I do not need you to tell me what my big boss’s expectation. I’ve been trying very hard to meet YOUR expectation!! How can I concentrate on my work and be particular and details when you always disturb me with all your own works?? You give me your tough works and expect me to finish mine and yours within specific time!! Is it possible for you? Maybe yes; maybe no. But I guess if the answer is yes, you would not be only an AM after you’ve work for the company for 7-8 years (with the same department also)!!! I am not judging you but I still doubt whether Mxxxy as competent as Chxxxxe. Hahah.. Don't get me wrong!! I'm not discriminating on other races and religion but you'll know if you were me! Unfair? Life is never fair to everyone!! Either you take it or you leave it, right?
There is no need to pretend busy here coz you're not free at all!!
Haha...
written on 9th August 2007_BSD; sad and demotivated
There is no need to pretend busy here coz you're not free at all!!
Haha...
written on 9th August 2007_BSD; sad and demotivated
Tired of work...
I think I really tried very hard for this job but why haven’t see any improvement? Is it because I’m not hardworking enough? I have been trying to get used with bulks of papers, loads of filing and meeting deadline!! Why meeting deadline here seems harder than meeting sales target? Haha... sounds funny but I'm not joking!! I only have one brain and two hands, can’t handle jobs for 2 brains and 4 hands. Sometimes just wish I would be able to utilize my foot as well.
This is not what I want! Not the job I wanted and definitely not the job satisfaction that I dream of! People here are just thinking of stable life and consistent increment and bonuses. I don’t want to be a despatch “gal”, I don’t want to be the secretary of the secretary!! Why must me be the one to help you all deliver letters, memos, documents etc…?? Do I look nice and helpful? I’m not!! I’m not working for Admin!! I’m here to do SUBMISSION!!! Crossover of job functions also has a limitation on it. Still can’t see my potential future and career path. Sigh....
No matter how hard is the job is and how much effort I need to put in, so long it’s my desired job and what I am enjoying is enough. Money will surely come one day. I think I want to go through how it’s like to spend all your life to strive for what you want!! You might not always get what you wanted but at least you’ll remember all the moments you’ve spent in order to achieve your dream. In such a reality world, I just need a space to stand at and be proud of what I’m doing, what I’ve done and what I’m going to achieve.
written on 8-August 2007_BSD; moody
This is not what I want! Not the job I wanted and definitely not the job satisfaction that I dream of! People here are just thinking of stable life and consistent increment and bonuses. I don’t want to be a despatch “gal”, I don’t want to be the secretary of the secretary!! Why must me be the one to help you all deliver letters, memos, documents etc…?? Do I look nice and helpful? I’m not!! I’m not working for Admin!! I’m here to do SUBMISSION!!! Crossover of job functions also has a limitation on it. Still can’t see my potential future and career path. Sigh....
No matter how hard is the job is and how much effort I need to put in, so long it’s my desired job and what I am enjoying is enough. Money will surely come one day. I think I want to go through how it’s like to spend all your life to strive for what you want!! You might not always get what you wanted but at least you’ll remember all the moments you’ve spent in order to achieve your dream. In such a reality world, I just need a space to stand at and be proud of what I’m doing, what I’ve done and what I’m going to achieve.
written on 8-August 2007_BSD; moody
a minute to motivate myself~
Yuen Yee, gambateh a!!! You cant simply give up this time already!! Must work very very hard to overcome all the obstacles!!!
written on 6-August 2007, 1500_BSD
written on 6-August 2007, 1500_BSD
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Good vs Bad
Sometimes you just cant be too hardworking or too clever. Being too responsible will allow people to take advantage on you, making use of your talent to work for someone else!!! And who will benefit? She got the tangible and you got the intangible!! So, the next time you want to finish things fast and accurate, think TWICE!!
We need to work smart, setting priority and time management. Work hard is an essential but should be relevant and to a certain degree. You can work till you’re dead (or in other words you should be responsible and committed and dedicated to your work) but make sure you learn all the skills that being credited to you. Better still add value to yourself instead of wasting time asking why you!! Only to show that you’ve added value to the company, you can negotiate for better opportunities and higher respect in future.
If you think you can sit on your superior’s position in 3 years time, rethink!! Do you think that’s enough? The answer is NO!! If you have what your superior had, why stay? You are able to do more, then you should be able to ask for more!! Dream BIG!! Only when you shown you’re more capable than anyone, you can supersede others. Confidence can be built when you know what is FAILURE!! If you never make mistake and never fails, where do you find courage to say "Yes, I'm 100% sure on this."
Always remember opportunities will never knock on your door; in fact you have to explore for opportunities. Why wait while you can carry on? Throughout the path of life only you’ll be able to gain more. And while you're thinking of giving up, ask yourself, if you've courage to give up, why not have the courage to accept reality and carry on? There will always good deeds behind each obstacle.
There are people who is lucky, have a lot of good opportunities, good work, good friends, good family, clever, pretty.... But there are also some who think they just need one more day to survive, one more glass of water to relieve their thirst and even one more bun for them to live today. So the next time you think you're having the toughest time ever, think again!! You might be one of those lucky one.....
3-August-2007, 1714_BSD
We need to work smart, setting priority and time management. Work hard is an essential but should be relevant and to a certain degree. You can work till you’re dead (or in other words you should be responsible and committed and dedicated to your work) but make sure you learn all the skills that being credited to you. Better still add value to yourself instead of wasting time asking why you!! Only to show that you’ve added value to the company, you can negotiate for better opportunities and higher respect in future.
If you think you can sit on your superior’s position in 3 years time, rethink!! Do you think that’s enough? The answer is NO!! If you have what your superior had, why stay? You are able to do more, then you should be able to ask for more!! Dream BIG!! Only when you shown you’re more capable than anyone, you can supersede others. Confidence can be built when you know what is FAILURE!! If you never make mistake and never fails, where do you find courage to say "Yes, I'm 100% sure on this."
Always remember opportunities will never knock on your door; in fact you have to explore for opportunities. Why wait while you can carry on? Throughout the path of life only you’ll be able to gain more. And while you're thinking of giving up, ask yourself, if you've courage to give up, why not have the courage to accept reality and carry on? There will always good deeds behind each obstacle.
There are people who is lucky, have a lot of good opportunities, good work, good friends, good family, clever, pretty.... But there are also some who think they just need one more day to survive, one more glass of water to relieve their thirst and even one more bun for them to live today. So the next time you think you're having the toughest time ever, think again!! You might be one of those lucky one.....
3-August-2007, 1714_BSD
Monday, July 16, 2007
Second day lu....
Date: 3-July-2007 Tuesday
Venue: PBM, Bdr Sri Damansara
The second day of work?? Still very boring and sleepy reading those guidelines... But at least I manage to start a bit on my job today – photostating relevant docs for new fund submission. Ehm... as what I’ve expected, there’s a lots of paperwork before the submission. Now only I appreciated what I’ve learned in KPMG previously... Filling!!! Hahahahhh.... The mood of liking the job hasn’t come yet and honestly I’m still waiting for another call.
As usual, I went for badminton with my bf’s friends, so I need to meet him up at his office first coz I don’t recognize the road already!!! Hahahhh… Just when I’m approaching the LDP toll, I saw the familiar 9660 turning out from a junction in front of me. I keep following his car (to see whether it’s him or not) until we reached the toll, he bypassed me. Thanks to that stupid van in front of me, paying a RM50 for a RM1.60 toll charges!!! And of course I miss him lo, his car's cc is higher than me la!!! =(
Reached home around 2230, bath and check email, hoping to get some good news on it. =( However still able to reply an email to my beloved pretty~princess. She’s quite unhappy with me for not telling her everything; why I come back, why this, how that??? My pretty~princess, how I wish I would be able to tell you everything but how? When? Through email? Even myself also cannot confirm on my current situation, what am I supposed to tell you? How I wish you will know how lost am I now!!
No matter what, as I have promised, my dear, once i have settled down, I'll definitely come and find you, explain everything to you. Only afraid you have no time to listen to me. =)
good nitez, babe....
written on 3-July-2007
Venue: PBM, Bdr Sri Damansara
The second day of work?? Still very boring and sleepy reading those guidelines... But at least I manage to start a bit on my job today – photostating relevant docs for new fund submission. Ehm... as what I’ve expected, there’s a lots of paperwork before the submission. Now only I appreciated what I’ve learned in KPMG previously... Filling!!! Hahahahhh.... The mood of liking the job hasn’t come yet and honestly I’m still waiting for another call.
As usual, I went for badminton with my bf’s friends, so I need to meet him up at his office first coz I don’t recognize the road already!!! Hahahhh… Just when I’m approaching the LDP toll, I saw the familiar 9660 turning out from a junction in front of me. I keep following his car (to see whether it’s him or not) until we reached the toll, he bypassed me. Thanks to that stupid van in front of me, paying a RM50 for a RM1.60 toll charges!!! And of course I miss him lo, his car's cc is higher than me la!!! =(
Reached home around 2230, bath and check email, hoping to get some good news on it. =( However still able to reply an email to my beloved pretty~princess. She’s quite unhappy with me for not telling her everything; why I come back, why this, how that??? My pretty~princess, how I wish I would be able to tell you everything but how? When? Through email? Even myself also cannot confirm on my current situation, what am I supposed to tell you? How I wish you will know how lost am I now!!
No matter what, as I have promised, my dear, once i have settled down, I'll definitely come and find you, explain everything to you. Only afraid you have no time to listen to me. =)
good nitez, babe....
written on 3-July-2007
Friday, July 13, 2007
first day at work~
2-July-2007 Monday
I woke up at 0545 to prepare for my first day!! It has been a long time I didn’t woke up so early. Not too tired cause purposely went to bed early. A bit of excited on the first day and a bit of upset or I would probably say it’s really very reluctant to accept the offer. I know it wont be easy but I think sometimes we need to be a bit realistic, especially when you realized your bank a/c keep on shrinking and shrinking…. If continue to wait for opportunities, I’m sure I’m already dead by the time I got what I want!!! Think this consider that, at the end? Get nothing!!! That's LIFE!!!
So how do I describe my first day at PBM? Nothing much different, went through corporate briefing and introduction to respective HOD. All I dislike the most is the location of the office!!! How come such a big company situated in the middle of the factory area? Sooooo much INCONVENIENT!!!! Imagine you need to drive out for lunch!!! Maybe you’ll prefer to stay in the office if you like malay food cause there’s 2 malay stall selling rice here. I think I really need some time to get used to the environment here. Sigh...
Ok, colleagues are quite friendly but a bit quiet cause everybody is BUSY with work and work and work!!! And either you’ll go back home late at night (especially F&A) or you’ll go back home punctually, everyone here will go back home straightaway!! I guess there must be lack of interactions among colleagues. It’s not common to see colleagues go out together after work (maybe bcz most of my colleagues are married). Haiz…. Really miss the days in OSK where we went out for movie together, dinners at Long&Jimmy, Chilli’s, TGI Friday, Genki Sushi, Domino’s party and McD for tea-break. Hahahh... flooded with lots of nightlife and activities....
Anyway, life still goes on. Since I’m new to the dept., I have to run through all those guidelines and relevant requirements for submission while waiting for my boss to come back from MC. =O very sleepy...
Finally, after a long day of "looking" on those guidelines, it’s time to go back. =P I left office around 1815 (pretend to be busy and hardworking on the fist day). By the time I reached home I’m really exhausted and tired!!! Really do not have mood to talk to people or to “entertain” anyone… So, choose to watch "HEROES" before I went to bed...
still a long day to go tomorrow....
created on 2-July-2007@office
I woke up at 0545 to prepare for my first day!! It has been a long time I didn’t woke up so early. Not too tired cause purposely went to bed early. A bit of excited on the first day and a bit of upset or I would probably say it’s really very reluctant to accept the offer. I know it wont be easy but I think sometimes we need to be a bit realistic, especially when you realized your bank a/c keep on shrinking and shrinking…. If continue to wait for opportunities, I’m sure I’m already dead by the time I got what I want!!! Think this consider that, at the end? Get nothing!!! That's LIFE!!!
So how do I describe my first day at PBM? Nothing much different, went through corporate briefing and introduction to respective HOD. All I dislike the most is the location of the office!!! How come such a big company situated in the middle of the factory area? Sooooo much INCONVENIENT!!!! Imagine you need to drive out for lunch!!! Maybe you’ll prefer to stay in the office if you like malay food cause there’s 2 malay stall selling rice here. I think I really need some time to get used to the environment here. Sigh...
Ok, colleagues are quite friendly but a bit quiet cause everybody is BUSY with work and work and work!!! And either you’ll go back home late at night (especially F&A) or you’ll go back home punctually, everyone here will go back home straightaway!! I guess there must be lack of interactions among colleagues. It’s not common to see colleagues go out together after work (maybe bcz most of my colleagues are married). Haiz…. Really miss the days in OSK where we went out for movie together, dinners at Long&Jimmy, Chilli’s, TGI Friday, Genki Sushi, Domino’s party and McD for tea-break. Hahahh... flooded with lots of nightlife and activities....
Anyway, life still goes on. Since I’m new to the dept., I have to run through all those guidelines and relevant requirements for submission while waiting for my boss to come back from MC. =O very sleepy...
Finally, after a long day of "looking" on those guidelines, it’s time to go back. =P I left office around 1815 (pretend to be busy and hardworking on the fist day). By the time I reached home I’m really exhausted and tired!!! Really do not have mood to talk to people or to “entertain” anyone… So, choose to watch "HEROES" before I went to bed...
still a long day to go tomorrow....
created on 2-July-2007@office
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